W.O.T.D Crestfallen

defn; dejected. disheartened.



my morning starts with semi-havoc-ness of co-workers. bt i cudn b bothered to ask why?who?what?when? heh i jus mind my own biz.. if it needs me to be in d equation, they'll find me, no doubt. politics. i hate politics.



and ada one pakcik ni, sigh drove a mercedes.. then complain bout pricing.. his family of 3 ate a total of Rm26.10 .. n he complained. i dunt hev tyme to layan dis type of customers. i jus smiled n said "yes, dat is d pricing, i give u d receipt k?" nooo, xnk, nk tulis on a piece of paper sendiri.. . dude, watevs. then ada la plak satu mamat ni complaint pasal ikan bakar x masak.. rite.. ikan tu super cooked kot.. then my aunt pg balek to dat table n took d fish apart.. i tgk dr counter.. bt i imagine she must've sed sth like "mana?MANA?? yg x masak? x nmpk pun~" aha~

n now d friday crowd has been diluted by the hours passed.. bo-ring. im tired, cuz yday i cudn sleep.. if i were to take a bottle of sleeping pills, it wud've only made me blink. there were 2,733 sheep in my head. very different than the night before, which was 2. i didn knoe they cud breed at top speed like dat. marvelous. hehe

so here is today's song, Runaway Train by Soul Asylum

Call you up in the middle of the night

Like a firefly without a light

You were there like a blowtorch burning

I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep

So many secrets I couldn't keep

I promised myself I wouldn't weep

One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now

I'm in too deep there's no way out

This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train, never going back

Wrong way on a one-way track

Seems like I should be getting somewhere

Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile?

Make it somehow all seem worthwhile

How on earth did I get so jaded?

Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go

I know what no one else knows

Here I am just drowning in the rain

With a ticket for a runaway train

And everything seems cut and dried

Day and night, earth and sky

Somehow I just don't believe it

Bought a ticket for a runaway train

Like a madman laughing at the rain

A little out of touch, a little insane

It's just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train, tearing up the track

Runaway train, burning in my veins

I run away but it always seems the same

tyme i crawling slower than a baby snail