A Beautiful Mess

You’ve got the best of both worlds

You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,

And lift him back up again

You are strong but you’re needy,

Humble but you’re greedy

Based on your body language,

your shouted cursive I’ve been reading

You’re style is quite selective,

though your mind is rather reckless

Well I guess it just suggests

that this is just what happiness is



Hey, what a beautiful mess this is

It’s like picking up trash in dresses



Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write

Kind of turn themselves into knives

And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction

‘Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear

‘Cause here we are, here we are



Although you were biased I love your advice

Your comebacks they’re quick

And probably have to do with your insecurities

There’s no shame in being crazy,

Depending on how you take these

Words that paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging



And it’s a beautiful mess, yes it is

It’s like, we are picking up trash in dresses



Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say

Kind of turn themselves into blades

And the kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard

But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt

Cause here, here we are, Here we are



We're still here



And what a beautiful mess this is

It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes



And through timeless words in priceless pictures

We’ll fly like birds not of this earth

And tides they turn and hearts disfigure

But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together

And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts

But it’s nice today, oh the wait was so worth it  

Can You Forgive Her?

Another night with open eyes
Too late to sleep, too soon to rise
You're short of breath, is it a heart attack?
Hot and feverish you face the fact

You're in love, and it feels like shame
Because she's gone and made a fool of you in public again
You're in love, and it feels like pain
Because you know there's too much truth in everything she claims

So ask yourself now: Can you forgive her
If she wants you to?
Ask yourself: Can you even deliver
What she demands of you?

You drift into the strangest dreams
Of youthful follies and changing teams
Admit you're wrong, oh, no, not yet
Then you wake up and remember that you can't forget

She's made you some kind of laughing stock
Because you dance to disco, and you don't like rock
She'd make fun of you, and even in bed
Said she was gonna go and get herself a real man instead

Remember when you were more easily led
Behind the cricket pavilion and the bicycle shed
Trembling as your dreams came true
You looked right into those blue eyes and knew

It was love, and now you can't pretend
You've forgotten all the promises of that first friend
It's bad enough, she knows how you feel
But she's not prepared to share you with the memory

Flushed with Greens

Yay! I've got meself some free plants! Which is gud.. as it fits well in my "budget-garden" theme :'P

Hehe the plants were stolen from a well-known nursery in Bangi..... :'P kidding! haha

Occay, I'm working with this coy name Mujo Sdn Bhd. which makes customised sofas and chairs, upholstery services, and also re-upholstery services! (a bit of ad :') there) So, the boys at the manufacturing place plants all sort of greens and mostly orchids.. which were a beaut!

And so.... here's what i got from them!

I love them!! Arck! :'P

Here's 4 plants that i sangkut on the sliding door grills. If you're thinking, "hey, there's only 3 plants here!" Look again closer. :'P There's a small version of the middle plant under it.. HiHi!! it's planted in a seashell! How creative right?? :'P

Now this is just BEAUTIFUL!

Here's the japanese rose patch.. grass is greener~ all is gud!

Bird's-eye-view of the front lawn collection :'P

The two pudding plants on the sides were bought at a bargain! At the 1st nursery, the slightly bigger version (extra two branches) costs RM18.. So i tot, "Pfffft,., im not gonna waste 18bucks for that beautiful and sturdy-looking plant!" :'P haha and then came a day... another nursery had the same beautiful and sturdy-looking plant (smaller version, only one branch) at a whopping RM5!! agagag.. well thats what the indo-guy who works there told me.. then when i went to pay at another man, who i tink is the boss, as he sits behind a desk with a fan...... and he sed "two puddings huh? thats RM3 ea" ....................................................... yes, i was speechless for a gud 2 seconds! HAHA yay for me! :'D

So that's my update for today!

Later!

Updated Garden

Well, its a lawn actually.. :'P

So here's what I've done..

All those annoying and filthy lalangs are gone! yay1 twas really frustrating when the lalang s and weeds keep growing back, so i went to the nearest hardware store, and bought a Class III poison specially made for lalangs.. I sprayed evryday for 4 days.. HAHA! Surely enuf, they died, along with 3 of my plant with purple leaves which were planted in the same ground........ downnnn

Gud thing, twas RM2 ea.. so still bearable. :'P I try and keep my garden in a tight budget u see..

Exhibit A

As u can see, in Exhibit A, the pebbles were...kidnapped frm my mom's hse :'P those were the ones that i managed to seludup haha..

Exhibit B

Here, a close-up from Exhibit A.. I bought 2 pots of Japanese Rose (RM2 ea) and cut their stem and chuck em in the soil inside the pebbled frame.. My idea is to cover the whole ground, around the steping stone with the Japanese Rose.. :'P bt since im on a budget...... i'll do a corner at a tyme.. and wait for new stems from the two pots to grow.. hey, i'm in no hurry what.. :'P tihihi

Exhibit C

And in Exhibit C, thats my most expensive bowl of plants.. hihi RM28.. haha hey that is expensive when im using me own pocket money! :'P that was after a hard-to-get discount of RM2, from a ever-so-stingy nursery near my hse.. ;')

And OF COURSE, there was.............................. this lil guy.

My ever-so-helpful nephew, Daniel.. :')

So, I will keep updating my garden! As much as i will keep on missing my sayangku.. :'D
Oh! I also bought eggplant seeds!! :'P I saw em in a DIY store in OU, and i remembered my sayangku, so i bought em.. aish! mish him so much la..

I always cook eggplant for him.. Terung Sambal, just plain ol grill.. and i even tried making the famous Ratatouille! :'D and twas great!

So yeah, i'm planting eggplants as well! We'll see how it goes!

Later!

Childhood Cookies

Raining everyday.. making me bored everyday.. So yeah, i made a batch of rather traditional cookies.. it has a funny name :'P based on what it looks like.. tihihi Sarang Semut .. english translation, Ant's Hill.. rite.... :'P When i was younger, me and my bestie loved these cookies, and njoy making them too! Oh, those were the days! So here's what happened;

185g margarine
125g icing sugar
185g plain flour (a)
125g custard powder (a)
1/2 tsp baking powder (a)
1/2 tbsp vanilla essence
sufficient choc rice
small/tiny papercups!

1. Beat the sugar and margerine together until fluffy. Then, add the (a) ingredients and mix well.


2. Add the vanilla essence.


3. To make sure the mixture is ready, the dough wont stick to the bowl.


4. When ready, grate the dough using a cheese grater. Then scoop them into the tiny cups.


5. Sprinkle as much ants that you desire! :'P


6. Bake at 150c for 10mins or so.

Result; Scrumptious!! So light and creamy.. they hev the melt in the mouth feeling to them!